tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55790162011-07-30T14:52:29.610-04:00voice 3 girls, 3 time zones, 3 lives, this can get pretty interesting 3sssnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1801100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-81236021669554134612010-02-10T15:08:00.002-05:002010-02-10T15:08:59.393-05:00forgive me Internet, its been over 730 days since my last confession...Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1175551745913395642007-04-02T18:07:00.000-04:002007-04-02T18:09:05.940-04:00spring is here! got a new place and it is cozy for now. lots has happened and i just found out that one of us is engaged!!! getting married in may. congratulations!!!! buena suerte!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1167936659193033872007-01-04T13:50:00.000-05:002007-01-04T13:50:59.203-05:00bringing in 2007 must have been the best time of my life. though i cannot remember all the details of the night, i know that I had my sister by my side and my cousin next to me along with the koolest roommates and their friends. 2006 has been a journey for me. I for one never thought that I would have picked up my life and moved out on my own. But life has a funny way of reveling itself.Having a sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1165515393398391402006-12-07T13:13:00.000-05:002006-12-07T14:01:50.110-05:00Your vibrant green eyes put me in a trance for a few seconds. Cleaned up and good manners made me raised an eyebrow of interest. But first impression stuck to me. . .your true self was shown through and true.Even as we went into the night there was no spark on my end.Flirting not so innocently to see what chemistry would arise, we kissed but to no avail.The consequences to that one action on my sunsilknoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1165273391175590812006-12-04T18:03:00.001-05:002010-02-26T10:56:28.365-05:00i had this epiphany while chatting with p, and his response was"high five"i had a startling revelation and to which he replied, high five?!lame, way lame.perhaps i should consider sharing my epiphanies with someone who has more to contribute than, "high five"nice p, real freakin nice. "_"Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1164819731956265452006-11-29T11:58:00.000-05:002006-11-29T12:02:19.610-05:00i was soaking in a warm bath by candlelite,it was so relaxing and soothing,i was serenly happy.and then it was time to get outi stood and reached for the towelit fell and so i bent over to pick it up...and burned my right cheek on the lit candle behind me!:/it snapped me straight up!so much for soothing and relaxing, now i need burn cream!:PBlazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1164745031391683432006-11-28T15:13:00.000-05:002006-11-28T15:17:11.403-05:00the winds of change, oh the winds of change,what will next year bring, what will our world be likewhere will we livewhere will we gotime has come and gone, taking with it the familiar.the winds of change, oh the winds of changeBlazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1163126057984906392006-11-09T21:33:00.000-05:002006-11-09T21:34:17.996-05:00Friends...Friends are like butt cheeks.Crap might separate them,But they always come back together.sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1162942713076646352006-11-07T18:34:00.000-05:002006-12-11T11:49:49.236-05:00http://www.byliner.com/writer/?id=15437troy you have done it again, and yes i will marry you!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1162450444051505982006-11-02T01:43:00.000-05:002006-11-02T01:54:04.063-05:00thank you for the good timesthe best of memoriesthe places we've visitedthe things we've donethe pictures that captured all of itthank you now for the bad timesthe unforgetable memories that were createdbut should be forgottenthe feelings of hurtlate nights spent cryingand most of allthank you for posting the pictureswe've taken on our vacationsthat shows the best of you that i loved so muchand sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1161658210477727172006-10-23T22:47:00.000-04:002006-10-23T22:52:54.200-04:00i will write todayi will write about todayi will write today abouti will write today abouti will write about todayi will write todayBlazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1161280082357175742006-10-19T13:37:00.000-04:002006-10-19T13:48:02.356-04:00I' m here, been here for two weeks and now playing the waiting game, ugh! I am truly not the patient kind when it comes to my life. Got an offer and once I'm clear and I can start getting back into the groove and really explore this city! Searching online and there are so many potential venues to uncover... Ya ready to go discovering!?!?!?Oh I have kool house mates. I think we all are getting sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1160687035225045522006-10-12T16:59:00.000-04:002006-10-12T17:03:55.236-04:00i talked to him, we finally had an entire conversation.and nothing!seriously nothing. maybe hes already seeing someone.maybe hes just isnt interested.blah.i gave him so many openings, mentioned over and over that i was new and pretty much down to try anything new, and nothing, not a SINGLE invitation.*sigh* oh well.it was awkward, and i was nervous, and for what, for absolutely nothing.fuck it.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1160569112032242812006-10-11T08:16:00.000-04:002006-10-11T08:18:32.043-04:00Where in the world is Sunsilk Sandiego?**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1160433969978475512006-10-09T18:45:00.000-04:002006-10-09T18:46:13.510-04:00beer pong on the beach, whos in!?!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1160433943465028692006-10-09T18:41:00.000-04:002006-10-09T18:45:43.476-04:00oh thank you random hot guy, for the sexy invitation to the dance floor, you were just the ego boost ive been in need of.it doesnt matter that i didnt follow you, i was happy to be invited! ahhh to be tempeted by evil things, what a sweet sweet thing it is.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1159810165212057802006-10-02T13:27:00.000-04:002006-10-02T13:29:25.226-04:00SunSilk gets here on Wednesday! Then itll officially be 3 girls, 2 timezones!I'm sort of nervous, I mean, we havent seen each other in 6 years! We'll keep you posted...Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1159399117371110302006-09-27T19:18:00.000-04:002006-09-27T19:18:41.916-04:00Is this an engagement announcement?!?!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1159370301286908832006-09-27T11:10:00.000-04:002006-09-27T11:18:21.306-04:00OMG! So, I have met the most wonderfulest man in the universe. His name is Raul and I met him on MYSPACE of all places! I AM IN LOVE! and he loves me back...that's the best part. You guys will have to fly with me to Vegas when we elope or to Mexico or Costa Rica when we get married. He IS the one.So, maybe I can go spend New Year's in San Diego with you girls?!?!?! Whatcha'll think? If not **star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1159200429064361522006-09-25T12:03:00.000-04:002006-09-25T12:07:09.080-04:00MMMMMMmmmmm Rockstar, the best breakfast EVER!(rockstar peeps, feel free to pay me for this promotion in product)Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1158939292866563922006-09-22T11:21:00.000-04:002006-09-22T11:34:52.886-04:00i am really no where near done packing up my room. the room is not huge but i've hidden so much crap over the last decade or so that it's a never ending discovery channel type thing. but packing is the least of my worries. it's there but since i am in charge of it, i am not fretting. it'll get down and before time runs out! on the other hand . . . driving cross country should be fine and sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1158684887497619312006-09-19T12:49:00.000-04:002006-09-19T12:54:47.510-04:00yesterday, i was in the elevator with a cart carrying 4 cases of water.its only a 2 floor elevator.midway through my trip down, the alarm went off and it jerked a bit and then it settled down at the 1st floor.i was terrified, im already afraid of those damn things, its not the small space, its the question of whether or not its going to fall.the doors opened and the receptionist was starring Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1158362404243892632006-09-15T19:19:00.000-04:002006-09-15T19:20:04.253-04:00*sigh* gummy worm guy is being moved to another building in 2 months...Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1158244047962678792006-09-14T10:23:00.000-04:002006-09-14T10:27:27.973-04:00on tuesday i felt a bit guilty about leaving my job. not that i like it all much but just because through the last 14 months i've learned tremendously and am grateful for that. however, yesterday events reminded me that regardless of how much i might be vaulable here, it is not reflected in the way i am treated. besides they smoke in the kitchen, there's hardly any AC in my area, they sucked the sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1158097692445267502006-09-12T17:41:00.000-04:002006-09-12T17:49:41.166-04:00ok a while back i posted about a writer for slate, Troy Paterson, i think ive since deleted it. Probably because it made me sound pathetic and desperate but heh, since when have i cared. Anyway, he strikes again! I find myself reading articles simply because he wrote them. In all fairness, he tends to be very witty and insightful, all the while poking fun with his dry humor, I LOVE IT. I was Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1158078647556430542006-09-12T12:27:00.000-04:002006-09-12T12:30:47.566-04:00*sigh* Another one bites the dust...An old highschool friend is in a whirlwind engagement, and shes going to be married by the end of THIS month.Its so hopelessly romantic, and I hate her for it!:)Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1157738100976595012006-09-08T13:52:00.000-04:002006-09-08T13:55:00.986-04:00did you guys do K.I.T in your high school year books? I was flipping through mines and I saw that many people that I knew but weren't friends wrote "K.I.T. 718-555-000" Like I'mma call them! I barely spoke to them when we had class together.Dude, my yearbook is 10 years old! gasp!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1157566741475198702006-09-06T14:08:00.000-04:002006-09-06T14:19:01.703-04:00lets:drive up to napa valleyeat at a bistro along the shorelinesit at a bonfire till late into the nightdeep sea fishtry a new beer at a local brewerywalk aimlessly at the zoovisit the aquariumsfall asleep in the hot sandride bikes along mission beachbuild a sand castledance in a club downtownshare gummy wormsbut you must be male, tall, handsome, funny, strong, genlte, and must have enough Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1157140433973351192006-09-01T15:50:00.000-04:002006-09-01T15:53:53.986-04:00Theme song for my life, at the moment:Gwen Stefani - What you Waiting forNaturally i'm worried if i do it alone Who really cares cuz it's your life You never know, it could be great Take a chance cuz you might growsunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1157062622002508002006-08-31T18:12:00.000-04:002006-08-31T18:17:02.013-04:00in my next life im going to be a wild bird that lives in the canopy of a great jungle, and ill fly around and look at all the pretty flowers, and eat crazy bugs and sit in the misty rain...don't tell me about the bugs, the wasps, the dangerous predators, dont tell me about the killer monkeys and the poisonous snakes,its my refuge!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1156880582943764842006-08-29T15:42:00.000-04:002006-08-29T15:43:02.956-04:00do you think it's time to update our page? volunteers?!?!?!3sssnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1156877074739293942006-08-29T14:43:00.000-04:002006-08-29T14:44:34.750-04:00hmmm pretty soon it wont be 3 girls, 3 time zones...itll be 3 girls and 2 time zones!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1156261714279968772006-08-22T11:47:00.000-04:002006-08-22T11:48:34.290-04:00star, what's up with your cell? Got your text but get your vm all the time!!!had a quiet weekend. wouldn't have mind meeting up with your friend that's visiting my neck of the woods!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1155329673755933102006-08-11T16:51:00.000-04:002006-08-11T16:55:37.953-04:00i am one more step closer to confirming my move to san diego. i will know by tonight if this is at all possible for me. i've applied for many jobs already (but what good does it do if i'm not there to interview) and i've researched the moving costs (not so cheap moving cross country) but i am soo pysched that even at one point i don't care what the outcome for tonight is, i might go ahead and sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1155321423256282632006-08-11T14:32:00.000-04:002006-08-11T14:37:03.266-04:00bastard, dirty rotten bastard. i was running on the treadmill yesterday with my mp3 player, oblivious to my surroundings. i was in the zone! and today i was chatting with the clerk from up stairs and one of my replies was, "weak."and you know what he said,"like watching you run on the treadmill last night."holy shite, what does that supposed to mean?he needs to get a life or ill have to show him Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1155247102095916492006-08-10T17:57:00.000-04:002006-08-10T18:03:14.390-04:00Oh yeah...I bought a house too so if ya'll want you can move in with me. I only have 2 bedrooms so someone needs to sleep in the living room.**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1155246843969652892006-08-10T17:50:00.000-04:002006-08-10T17:54:03.986-04:00Wow...I've missed a lot. Here's an update of life as I know it. More to come -- don't feel like writing much so that's why I'm posting my MySpace blog.Tuesday, July 25, 2006R*I*P -- Eric Castillo Currentmood: depressedMy family called me 17 times last night and I missed every single phone call. The calls started pouring in around midnight and went through till 3 AM. I was asleep by 11 last **star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1155236502520875952006-08-10T14:58:00.000-04:002006-08-10T15:03:52.026-04:00what's is up the MYSPACE? i knew it was popular but dag! it's caught on way faster than migente and all the other "community" websites.contemplating on moving in with Blaze. If it happens, it will be the start of a new ERA!!!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1155050763574284412006-08-08T11:25:00.000-04:002006-08-08T11:26:03.586-04:00FINALLY DID IT! deleted his number from my cell phone. moved his screen name from instant messanger to the BLAH list. Transferred all digital pictures onto a CD that is place in the shoebox. ha!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1154482185601778652006-08-01T21:26:00.000-04:002006-08-01T21:32:55.180-04:00where the hell is star?""Starlet!,... Star!,... Star,... paging to the front stage..! Starlet!... can you see me??""c'mon guys, snitch her out, where she at?!?!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1154462979681734072006-08-01T16:06:00.000-04:002006-08-01T16:09:39.693-04:00on my birthday there was no:cakecandlesfamilyfriendspartysingingfireworkscalls from home (neither june nor my ma called)this one is officially the worse yet!fck it.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1153882544600690802006-07-25T22:51:00.000-04:002006-07-25T23:02:07.283-04:00got a free air conditioner just to find out the it doesn't fit.... by a freakin 1/2 inch!!! this sucks UGHsunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1153431413435641682006-07-20T17:32:00.000-04:002006-07-20T17:36:53.446-04:00whoooo hooo Suny is going to Florida! You better takes lots of pics, and make sure your host is cool and chill or else youll send your crazy friend blaze to set him straight!! lol, nah im sure itll be a great vacation, one that will have to be followed with a DETAILED minute by minute report.;)oh and youve got my number if you feel like drinking and dialing from florida!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1153414315616697572006-07-20T12:51:00.000-04:002006-07-20T12:55:37.073-04:00i'm going to the sunshine state! no layovers, just a mini-vaca in miami! oh what did you say?!?!?!? nah, not like that. looking forward to laying out in the sun and drinks all night long!gotta try the cuban food and must have MOJITOS!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1152903784198187462006-07-14T15:03:00.000-04:002006-07-14T15:03:04.266-04:00i am not jaded. though at times i wish i could say i was. i am still in-between stages and feels quicksand. the more i fight recovery the more i sink. told my dad finally which means that i've started the 12 step program with getting out of denial and facing reality. how long will this process take.i've refrain from contact on my end. it's now been 3 days. it's sounds corny but it's HARD. i sunsilknoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1151373844105337212006-06-26T22:03:00.000-04:002006-06-26T22:04:04.120-04:00going to celebrate my single-hood in BARCELONA!!!jup, 4 years down the freaking toilet. eh, life goes on. watch out spain!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1144708119745511752006-04-10T18:27:00.000-04:002006-04-10T18:28:39.756-04:00im moving to india in september for a year, anyone coming with me?Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1144052627186596472006-04-03T04:22:00.000-04:002006-04-03T04:23:47.200-04:00thursday i went to the nine inch nails concert. it was amazing, it has made me very happy.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1143096967953102312006-03-23T01:52:00.000-05:002006-03-23T01:56:07.966-05:00ok, so um here:Troy Patterson is one of Slate's television critics. A former book critic for Entertainment Weekly, he has also written for the New York Times, Sports Illustrated, and Time Out New York, among other publications. He graduated from Princeton University.i am officaily a loon!I just read his article about the american pop obsession with marriage fetish, well ok, the way he said it, itBlazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1142927245123767052006-03-21T02:45:00.000-05:002006-03-21T02:47:25.133-05:00one out of a thousand, he was so...,... he just seemed so perfect. i wonder if i'll ever see him again.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1141872960209108402006-03-08T21:55:00.000-05:002006-03-08T21:56:00.210-05:00so my current BF has this "best friend" that when i first met him gave me a weird vibe. so i tell my BF about it and we went through this year long unspoken ordeal about it cuz if past drama he had in his earlier life. so whatever right? right...fast forward to today. back in sept we went out for his best friend's cousin birthday who he's cool with. after a few drinks she made a comment about hersunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1139357422312968612006-02-07T19:08:00.000-05:002006-02-07T19:10:22.313-05:00i broke up with P. I had to, I have way too much drama in my life as it is. Besides, im just not in the mood for a relationship right now. But it was fun while it lasted.I need a girl's nite out!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1137618182887889162006-01-18T15:58:00.000-05:002006-01-18T16:03:02.896-05:00sooner or later i began to realize that being at a stand still this long is frustrating. having the same conversation of moving in the same direction is really getting nowhere. i understand that the both of us will not always be at the same level though we have the same ideal goals ahead of us but DAMN IT if i let another month go by and there is still no progress. listen...not going to be sunsilknoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1136352403252131312006-01-04T00:24:00.000-05:002006-01-04T00:26:43.263-05:00I cooked dinner for him.Lame sauce.Its weird to find myself doing things like that.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1134249906756423632005-12-10T16:17:00.000-05:002005-12-10T16:32:42.190-05:00blah, blah, blah,he deleted a comment i left him because he was afraid that ppl would think it was a direct refernce to his penis.seriously, i couldnt make this shit up if i tried.the comment was"that package is so big it needs to be signed for"umm yeah, it is a suggestive comment, but its not in that poor of taste is it?and besides that, im his freaking girlfriend, whats the big deal?!and if Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1133808534955228812005-12-05T13:37:00.000-05:002005-12-05T13:51:07.513-05:00put up your hand for a high-five and you ARE pulling back nubs!i ran to walmart for tampons, no less, and im waiting in the self check out line.and two guys are chatting it up behind. a little too close behind if you ask me, and one says to my back, "i like your shoes."im thinking, i wonder if hes talking to me or his friend, and he says it again, but this time a little more to the side of my Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1133452227854608862005-12-01T10:49:00.000-05:002005-12-01T10:50:27.870-05:00ooooooim sickcoughing, sneezing, achy, and tired, ooooo just put me out of my misery already, ive lived a full life. :(ooooooooooooooooBlazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1133204214473033952005-11-28T13:42:00.000-05:002005-11-28T13:56:54.803-05:00Dear Diary:I've been dating this really cool guy that I met on match.com. He has gorgeous eyes, a great personality and is too cute for words! I want to date him exclusively but I don't know how he feels. My friend, Evie, gave me a good "go-by" to gauge his interest. I asked if he saw us as the letter "A" or "H". The letter A eventually meets at some point, but the letter H has something in **star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1133203315155956822005-11-28T13:41:00.000-05:002005-11-28T13:41:55.170-05:00www.myspace.com/foreversurrendered**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1133160090905443992005-11-28T01:35:00.000-05:002005-11-28T01:42:45.956-05:00begin transmission:From here on in, or as long as i am entertained by it, blaze lovely, aka sheekycocopuffs, will be herein referred to as Admiral Blancabean.Admiral Blancabean will be escorted by the very sexy Mr. Shadow, aka PieterShnitzel.Names are subject to change without prior notice or good reason.Admiral Blancabean and Mr. Shadow may commence their quest for world domination...end Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1132778761240783882005-11-23T15:45:00.000-05:002005-11-23T15:46:01.250-05:00hmmmmm, ill take an order of short term relationship covered in lust gravy, and make that to go.thank you.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1132086952504997782005-11-15T15:35:00.000-05:002005-11-15T15:38:12.163-05:00heading over to star's neck of the woods for turkey day. we are planning to met up maybe on friday if not perhaps saturday. wish that blaze lived a bit closer so that she can come out and play too.going there to see family first. gramps not doing so hot. got prostate cancer which he had surgery for already. he lived a good life. made out well for himself with the good choices he made financially.sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1131420249986344672005-11-07T22:03:00.000-05:002005-11-07T22:30:05.286-05:00So get this...Yesterday I spent the entire evening with that guy and things went really really well. I had such a happy and serene day with him, we got high, we chilled. I even thought it was effortlessly romantic. As if everything was lined up just right for us. Perfect, peaceful, zen even. Well it starts to get late and I have a long drive home so Ive decided that its time to hit the road. His Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1130790945964573452005-10-31T15:19:00.000-05:002005-11-09T23:52:02.300-05:00hey guys, guess what, i went on a date yesterday! it was incredible. he was perfect. he picked me up mid afternoon and we went to see a movie.The weatherman, with Nick Cage, ya know me and nick go way back. ;) anyway the movie was great and he was all cuddly without smothering me. i made fun of old people and he pretended not to be offended. then he took me to this resturant and we ate baba Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1128652739477801122005-10-06T22:38:00.000-04:002005-10-06T22:38:59.540-04:00us three chics have really drifted into our own lives. Blaze with the coffee shop, sunsilk with new job abd star...haven't heard from star, are you ok?!?! miss you both terriblysunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1123902670562031272005-08-12T23:07:00.000-04:002005-08-12T23:11:10.570-04:00tonight sucks, its friday and usually i have open mic nite here at my coffee shop, but noone is here! its freakin dead, there are maybe 10 people here. usually the shop is full and i can barely keep up with the orders. but yet nothing, and im still in the red so i was really counting on tonight. this place frustrates me! its so inconsistent, i am begining to wonder if ive made a mistake by Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1123626418079363452005-08-09T18:23:00.000-04:002005-08-09T18:26:58.080-04:00we keep wandering away from the site and finding ourselves back again. well to get you up to speed, if anyone is at all interested. i have recently become single again, started a coffee shop, and have become buddhist. seriously, its all true, but of course, not in that order. (.Y.) and my boobs are almost an entire cup size larger,...what a weird life this is turning out to be.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1121029421075308272005-07-10T17:02:00.000-04:002005-07-10T17:03:41.083-04:00what a way to spend sunday. went to chinatown for some dim sum then walked over the brooklyn bridge. it's something i recommend everyone to do at least once in there life!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1120180448392583992005-06-30T21:14:00.000-04:002005-06-30T21:14:08.430-04:00voice
I DID IT!!!! I got a job in the diamond industry!!!! one more step closer into the right direction =)
just wanted to share that
miss ya lotssunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1117586244895089122005-05-31T20:37:00.000-04:002005-05-31T20:37:24.926-04:00voice
summer is almost here! have a game plan:
- vegas in july
- beach every other weekend
- BBQ the other weekends
- gelatos and street fairs
with the sun on my back and warmth on my face....that's all I need (but not the kind of hot humid weather them texans great)
luv ya!sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1109200088434435032005-02-23T17:44:00.000-05:002005-02-23T18:08:08.436-05:00so i am 2/3 done with my diamond course!!!! my average is B+ =) i have spent the fall and winter studying about diamonds and working seasonal at Banana Republic. I cannot deal with retail like that again. At least not within this lifetime. Then my router burnt out and all I had was dial-up for about a little more than month. NOT FUN!!! i miss you guys alot. i miss signing on IM and sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1105733803851881992005-01-14T15:15:00.000-05:002005-01-14T15:16:43.850-05:00I WILL BE DOING THE BP MS 150 THIS YEAR! That's a 2 day bike ride from Houston to Austin! It's actually 180 miles...not 150, but hey what's 30 more miles once you're over 100?
**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1105721709276877012005-01-14T11:50:00.000-05:002005-01-14T11:55:09.276-05:00SHEEKSTER: sorry to hear about your friend. :( Also, thanks for your toast! But next time, can I get a pat of butter with that? :P
ANYWAY! I MISS YOU GIRLS LOTS! I can't remember the last time that I saw you both together...at the very same time...right next to each other...in person. :( Hopefully, I can see you guys soon. I want to go to NYC this year and maybe I'll take a road trip to**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1104425962698254612004-12-30T11:48:00.000-05:002004-12-30T12:04:07.576-05:00hey guys! the new year is almost here and that means we all get a new start. at midnight MST i will raise my glass in a toast to my fabulous friends, to the times we've had and the times we will.
this time last year, my very close friend was diagnosed with cancer, he passed away Dec 15. thats why this year has to be different. it will be, this year i will not take any of my friends for granted, Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1103666536015859272004-12-21T16:51:00.000-05:002004-12-21T17:45:49.006-05:00so umm, ok, tis the season for naughty or nice, and i've got something naughty to share. there's this guy that comes to my office periodically, and he is sooo soo cute, hes a little older. he asked me if i was married, and i'm not so i told him, and he flirted and i flirted back! it was wonderful, it was so great to feel that again! did i mention he is cute and older?! i'm floating...
Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1094005819483726222004-08-31T22:29:00.000-04:002004-08-31T22:30:19.483-04:00hey sheeky what happened to the comments link!!??!!!!!!! where'da ya put it?
sunsilknoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1093652053818430692004-08-27T20:07:00.000-04:002004-08-27T20:14:13.820-04:00i am so getting to the point of stressed-out at my job!!! my manager is pregnant, within her first tri-mester and her hormones are flying!!! which means i'm getting the brunt of it errrrrrrrr but i can't be made at her cuz it's something a pregnant person has to deal with.
i am starting distance school in Sept for my diamonds....hopefully i'll be done by early spring so i can get me a better sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1093631135577382342004-08-27T14:24:00.000-04:002004-08-27T14:25:35.576-04:00I wish you guys could be here.
**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1089146362535717912004-07-06T16:37:00.000-04:002004-07-06T16:39:22.536-04:00This is turning into the Sheeky page! Hmmm with all this power and attention,(assuming anyone is reading it), I could do anything I want...oh the possibilities!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1087424541798626952004-06-16T17:38:00.000-04:002004-06-16T18:22:21.796-04:00Holy Crap!
I just got off the phone with the Records office from the local University, because I'm trying to enroll in classes, and I have a balance owed for a class I didn't take! This is completely insane! I have been trying to get back into school, and i'm starting to think that its not meant to be. Now, people keep telling me to NOT give up on returning to school. I have hit nothing but road Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1083684620156630622004-05-04T11:30:00.000-04:002004-05-04T18:58:20.873-04:00Does recreational drug use really exist?Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1083105600745731032004-04-27T18:40:00.000-04:002004-04-27T18:48:42.390-04:00Happy Birthday Sunsilk!
April 23Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1081275228232922062004-04-06T14:13:00.000-04:002004-04-06T14:16:31.420-04:00I am so happy with my life right now. I learned something not too long ago...I don't need any man to be happy. I am a WHOLE person in search of another WHOLE person. Someone who knows that his world isn't made up of only me.**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1081094771283710252004-04-04T11:56:00.000-04:002004-04-04T12:08:52.466-04:00oh believe you me, right before i read the first post i spoke to my honey about marriage. how i don't want to be an old hag waiting for his career to take off. i told him that if he loves me and wants me in his future then he better show me. a job will come and go but if you don't nuture your relationship then you are basically working for yourself cuz then relationship will eventually fizzlesunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1080843724441689522004-04-01T13:22:00.000-05:002004-04-01T13:24:42.450-05:00Those two post are interesting, I used to want to get married etc, but my partner gave me the same run around and now I no longer want that, in fact im almost headed in the exact opposite of commitment. its true what anonymous said, sometimes ppl do tend to wait till its too late.. and suny, i dont think you should let him do that, if at all possible.
bc then youll be me, ( six years later and Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1080771474100949622004-03-31T17:17:00.000-05:002004-03-31T17:20:31.403-05:00I just feel like running away without packing anything, just getting the hell outta here.
Sometimes I hate being in relationship, because your own happiness can be affected by someone else. Maybe I'm just having a bad day, or maybe its more than that, maybe its time. I just want to smile more than I do now, I want to be excited and nervous. I want to feel attractive and be attracted.
whatever, Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1080584521297650812004-03-29T13:22:00.000-05:002004-03-29T13:24:36.326-05:003 girls with nothing much to say, who have an entire page to say it.Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1080147174336442212004-03-24T11:52:00.000-05:002004-03-24T11:59:37.513-05:00I love my DadBlazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1080081425386722112004-03-23T17:37:00.000-05:002004-03-23T17:39:34.576-05:00The summer is just around the corner and the thought of having to buy a swimsuit makes me want to vomit, and looking at the scale maybe i should! I dont think guys realize how much pressure there is on us (women) to watch our weight!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1079472039999920022004-03-16T16:20:00.000-05:002004-03-16T16:23:02.296-05:00Have you ever had sat in the lunch room across from someone you barely know, in silence?
Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1078855598228150632004-03-09T13:06:00.000-05:002004-03-09T13:08:53.496-05:00i just wanted to remind everyone of how much i rock! let's not forget that!**star**http://www.blogger.com/profile/13142338847390370471noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1077899383365292712004-02-27T11:27:00.000-05:002004-02-27T11:31:47.246-05:00i did it, yea i really really did it! i got a new job!!! i start soon and i am so totally pysch about it! go me! one loose end i can tied up for now. more loose threads to weave into my life somehow....
i did it! i'm employed by some lucky sucker! lolsunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1074798797163439162004-01-22T14:13:00.000-05:002004-01-22T14:14:45.310-05:00i used to HATE january between the years of 1996-2000. This is because my grades came in the mail and ruined my christmas vacation. i would stress out on how to get better grades the next semester and you know what - - I am so damn happy not to have those worries for the past three years!
i am still unemployed but i did go on an interview last monday. if they like me then right now they sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1074567287048351932004-01-19T21:54:00.000-05:002004-01-19T21:56:11.950-05:00I can definitely say that this year is off to a much better start, Im so ready to shake off the last of 2003! i started a new job at a call center, its a crappy job but ill be able to get back into school. besides that ive been flooded with new oppurtunities, for instance, a local band has asked me to write some songs for theem and a friend want to sell some of my art in his little hip hop shop. Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1073619639625488752004-01-08T22:40:00.000-05:002004-01-08T22:41:54.106-05:00happy 2004!!! 2003 ended with a reunion to my jr high school best friend. with that came my godson that always had a place in my heart though i haven't seen him since he was 8 months old. now my new year started with the same employment status - unemployed and BORED but it's ok. i see great things happening to me just gotta let it take it's course! i am very lucky to have such great friends sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1070493146229423742003-12-03T18:12:00.000-05:002003-12-03T18:23:05.996-05:00i just blew a GREAT post!!! new format confuse the crap outta me
so when i figure out what i just babbled about i'll type it all up again, do a copy on clipboard and then post the damn thing.......
wait, it's coming back:
it is almost a month since i got laid off from hell and my first appt with the unemployment agency is next wednesday. after applying for a position in the GIA school which sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1070412785894194322003-12-02T19:53:00.000-05:002003-12-02T19:56:51.186-05:00I got a mysteriuos email from an old friend, we had a sort of falling out and I get this email. Its been years and things are so different now. When we were friends we were great friends, with all the drama that went on, Im skeptical.
I mean I want to be friends again, but hes gone on and traveled and experienced so much, and Im back in my hometown not doing much at all. What the hell would we Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1069095113201753592003-11-17T13:51:00.000-05:002003-11-17T13:52:15.543-05:00Yeah, not have any structure to your day can get pretty annoying... I never thought I would ever get tired of sleeping in and watching T.V. but I have.
ARRRGGGHHH I hope you dont got nuts Suny, because crazy is just around the corner!Blazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16891765005726930304noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1068584323809937782003-11-11T15:58:00.000-05:002003-11-11T15:58:40.700-05:00i have decided that being home is not good unless you have something to occupy your time with. So for me, I have create a routine that I hope I can stick to. And i've got great friends like Star and Sheeky to keep me company! thanks a bunchsunsilknoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5579016.post-1068227755630720862003-11-07T12:55:00.000-05:002003-11-07T12:55:53.170-05:00megawood has FREE MY MIND... I have left the MATRIX...it is a new revolution..... so if you need to contact me just leave a message after the BEEP! BEEEP! (or leave a comment)sunsilknoreply@blogger.com0