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Thursday, July 31, 2003
it's thursday and i have nothing but my exictement for the weekend to come to show for it. no deadlines or major projects that i am working on that i need to escape from but i realized that if there is nothing planned on the weekends, then sometimes they feel wasted. maybe because the weekends are too short... you really can't plan anything because before you know it, it's already Monday. i like extended weekends. they allow you to travel somewhere and enjoy your personal time. just keep in mind that if you do alot over the weekend, then you may need another weekend just to recup from the first!
i think corporate america needs to adopt college hours, like ones with tri-mesters and summer school. every quarter we automatically get a week off (plus still have weekends) then we also get holidays off too (same time length as colleges)...... random thoughts
Tuesday, July 29, 2003
Meet us at Panchos on McRae...We plan to eat too much and drink too much, my favorite thing to do with my Familia!
Everyone is invited!
Everyone is invited!
Wouldn't it be nice if we had brain-ray vision? That way we could tell what people were thinking without having to drag it out of them all the time! :)
People at the workplace can be soo artifical... part of my new and improve job description is to help watch the phones from 4-5pm. Well the receptionist comes by with a huge FAKE smile and asks me if it's ok to watch the phones for lunch. Mind you that her lunch is only half an hour. Today she wants me to watch it for an hour and a half. That is three times as long as her paid lunch hour. *sigh.... luckily i have no lunch plans today so i just said ok, just as long as they understand that this is not a weekly/monthly thing. Later on she walks by just as i am pulling out three vanilla wafers and asked if that was my lunch. Please, don't be nice to me like if you mean it!!! When i was nice to you in the beginning you pretended to be nice back, well don't bother anymore. It's a dog eat dog world out there and i understand the rules. Don't try to be sly and slick cuz it ain't gonna work. I agreed cuz if not i would hear my boss' mouth about "teamwork"....
... don't go on abusing "teamwork"
... don't go on abusing "teamwork"
Monday, July 28, 2003
Umm I do have other qualities... would you like me to list them, or better yet wanna see my web see my Webcam?
"Come away with me" Norah Jones' new song....
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you...
Being in love with someone is the greatest feeling. It would be nice if those feelings never fade nor died away...
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you...
Being in love with someone is the greatest feeling. It would be nice if those feelings never fade nor died away...
Friday, July 25, 2003
I remeber when he would look at me and I just knew he was proud to be with me. And when we were alone he was excited to be close to me.
Where did that go, and why is it gone?
Where did that go, and why is it gone?
Ladies, is this true? Please, I need FEEDBACK!!
Women's Top Ten Sexual Complaints
- After he's done, it's over. Just because you're satisfied doesn't mean she is. Keep stimulating her until she's also satisfied.
-Foreplay? What foreplay? Think of a woman as a crockpot that needs to be warmed up. You may be ready to go from the beginning, but she's not. If she moves your hands to a specific area of her body, take that as a clue that you should concentrate on that area. Chances are that when you think she's ready, she's not. Keep going at it.
-We only kiss before sex. Women feel like the romance is gone when you only kiss her as a prelude to sex. When she least expects it -- as you watch TV or do laundry -- lay a big one on her. And don't try to get anything else.
-He Doesn't Give Me Equal Oral Action. If you expect to be thrilled and pleasured by her mouth, make sure you eagerly return the favor. Enough said.
-He can't find my G Spot. It's not a myth. Take some time to explore her body. Ask her over and over if you've found it.
-We're in the mood for sex at different times of the day. She may like to have sex at night. You may like it in the morning. Sometimes you have to compromise and do it when you're not 100% in the mood. We bet you'll get into the mood pretty quickly.
-He sticks his tongue in my ear to turn me on. What movie made you think this was appealing? Sure, a gentle tongue lap dance on the earlobe can be nice. But don't slosh around in the ear canal. Women have q-tips for that, thank you.
-All dirty talk, all the time. Sure, women know you like to talk dirty. And we know how to do the job right.
But that doesn't mean that every time we hit the sheets, we want to talk dirty. Sometimes a woman needs quiet sex. Or sex that only involves groans.
-He's done too quickly. What she cares about is your ability to keep going. If you feel that you may finish too quickly, stop what you're doing and concentrate on her.
-We always do it the same old way. Women need variety. Have sex in new places. And most importantly, learn some new positions. Check out an illustrated guide to the Kama Sutra.
Women's Top Ten Sexual Complaints
- After he's done, it's over. Just because you're satisfied doesn't mean she is. Keep stimulating her until she's also satisfied.
-Foreplay? What foreplay? Think of a woman as a crockpot that needs to be warmed up. You may be ready to go from the beginning, but she's not. If she moves your hands to a specific area of her body, take that as a clue that you should concentrate on that area. Chances are that when you think she's ready, she's not. Keep going at it.
-We only kiss before sex. Women feel like the romance is gone when you only kiss her as a prelude to sex. When she least expects it -- as you watch TV or do laundry -- lay a big one on her. And don't try to get anything else.
-He Doesn't Give Me Equal Oral Action. If you expect to be thrilled and pleasured by her mouth, make sure you eagerly return the favor. Enough said.
-He can't find my G Spot. It's not a myth. Take some time to explore her body. Ask her over and over if you've found it.
-We're in the mood for sex at different times of the day. She may like to have sex at night. You may like it in the morning. Sometimes you have to compromise and do it when you're not 100% in the mood. We bet you'll get into the mood pretty quickly.
-He sticks his tongue in my ear to turn me on. What movie made you think this was appealing? Sure, a gentle tongue lap dance on the earlobe can be nice. But don't slosh around in the ear canal. Women have q-tips for that, thank you.
-All dirty talk, all the time. Sure, women know you like to talk dirty. And we know how to do the job right.
But that doesn't mean that every time we hit the sheets, we want to talk dirty. Sometimes a woman needs quiet sex. Or sex that only involves groans.
-He's done too quickly. What she cares about is your ability to keep going. If you feel that you may finish too quickly, stop what you're doing and concentrate on her.
-We always do it the same old way. Women need variety. Have sex in new places. And most importantly, learn some new positions. Check out an illustrated guide to the Kama Sutra.
Thursday, July 24, 2003
What happened to that joy we had as little kids? I know some was lost as we age and as we figured out how cruel and unjust life can be at times, but I think the loss is greater when joy is stolen from you. I have found the joy that the world has taken from me. It wasn't really lost, just misplaced and at times, honestly forgotten. I love to feel it stir within me and light my soul for others to see the beauty inside.
What I want to say to you, especially RG, is that you can not steal the joy within me. No matter how hard you try. Because my joy is buried deep within my heart and you will not scar it. God is working within me to make me a better person one day at a time. The joy I possess today can not compare to the joy I will possess tomorrow, next week, next year or forever and I WILL NOT LET YOU TAKE IT!
YOU will be gone before MY Joy is gone. This is my promise to you.
What I want to say to you, especially RG, is that you can not steal the joy within me. No matter how hard you try. Because my joy is buried deep within my heart and you will not scar it. God is working within me to make me a better person one day at a time. The joy I possess today can not compare to the joy I will possess tomorrow, next week, next year or forever and I WILL NOT LET YOU TAKE IT!
YOU will be gone before MY Joy is gone. This is my promise to you.
If i lay on the bed and hold my breath, I could probably get the zipper up, but at this point im thinking why should I?
I heard Z100 radio morning show talk about this. It's from askmen.com Funny how guys thinks of us:
7 deadly sins
The myth that there are certain things men can do to destroy their romantic relationships is true. We all know that cheating or losing your savings in Vegas can push her right over the edge, but there are a few less obvious things that you may have never considered. The following is a list of things that can ruin your relationship. Read 'em, learn 'em, and for God's sake, put 'em to good use.
Deadly 1
Don't come on too strong
A woman knows when you are coming on strong, and chances are that she will either interpret it as desperation, or use it to manipulate you later on in the relationship if she does end up staying with you. You don't want to give her the impression that she is the absolute best you can do. Let her know that you care about her and that she is special to you by all means; just don't start worshipping her right out of the gate.
Are you a whipping boy?
Deadly 2
Don't become whipped
A woman needs a strong man that can take control of a situation. If you come across as an easily controlled mama's boy, then she'll likely never respect you. Make sure not to lose your identity either. You are who you are and she knew that when you got together. Once she thinks that she can take that away, you'll be wearing matching fanny packs before you can say "bed and breakfast."
Deadly 3
Don't lose control
As the man, you should initially start out with the overall control of the relationship, and as long as you maintain that control, you have, well, the control. Don't let her disrespect you: If a woman disregards you, then you've got nothing, so make sure to stay strong and maintain the respect you deserve. Once you lose control, chances are she will expect you to spend less and less time with your friends. But since your buddies are an outlet for anger generated by your relationship, you need to keep them around if you want to maintain a healthy life, not to mention your sanity.
Deadly 4
Don't lose confidence
Ask any woman and she'll tell you; a guy with confidence is a turn-on. But, if you end up losing confidence in yourself, it's likely she will do the same. If a woman does not have faith in your abilities as a man, then she will begin to lose the attraction that she once had for you. So make sure to hold your head up high at all times.
Deadly 5
Don't let sex get boring
Once your sex life becomes boring and predictable, the whole relationship will become boring. Keep it fresh and keep her interested at all costs. If she is always wondering what you are going to do to her next in bed, then she has no reason to fantasize about anyone else. Try surprising her by actually following through on some of her sexual fantasies.
Deadly 6
Don't become insanely jealous
Let her know that you care, but don't become so jealous that she starts to resent you. If she had a couple of male friends before you began dating, then there is no real reason to get all worked up over it. What's acceptable in your relationship is up to both of you, so don't become too bossy or she will just use that as yet another reason to always be on your case. And if you can't accept her having male friends, then move on.
Deadly 7
Don't talk too much
When she says that she wants to know everything you're thinking, she is wrong. That might be what she thinks she wants, but I know first-hand about the twisted thoughts that rummage through your mind, so take my advice; keep your mouth shut. When she asks if you were looking at another woman, deny it, or better yet, say, "What woman?"
keep your head up
No matter what you do, maintain spontaneity and use common sense, and you should be okay. Women don't want boring guys who don't think before they act. And remember; you have to be ready to adapt these basic ideas to any given situation at a moment's notice.
If you begin to question how you should react in a certain plight, just try to figure out which one of the commandments is best suited to the situation and adapt it. If it doesn't work, don't worry; there are plenty of women out there that you can mess up with.
7 deadly sins
The myth that there are certain things men can do to destroy their romantic relationships is true. We all know that cheating or losing your savings in Vegas can push her right over the edge, but there are a few less obvious things that you may have never considered. The following is a list of things that can ruin your relationship. Read 'em, learn 'em, and for God's sake, put 'em to good use.
Deadly 1
Don't come on too strong
A woman knows when you are coming on strong, and chances are that she will either interpret it as desperation, or use it to manipulate you later on in the relationship if she does end up staying with you. You don't want to give her the impression that she is the absolute best you can do. Let her know that you care about her and that she is special to you by all means; just don't start worshipping her right out of the gate.
Are you a whipping boy?
Deadly 2
Don't become whipped
A woman needs a strong man that can take control of a situation. If you come across as an easily controlled mama's boy, then she'll likely never respect you. Make sure not to lose your identity either. You are who you are and she knew that when you got together. Once she thinks that she can take that away, you'll be wearing matching fanny packs before you can say "bed and breakfast."
Deadly 3
Don't lose control
As the man, you should initially start out with the overall control of the relationship, and as long as you maintain that control, you have, well, the control. Don't let her disrespect you: If a woman disregards you, then you've got nothing, so make sure to stay strong and maintain the respect you deserve. Once you lose control, chances are she will expect you to spend less and less time with your friends. But since your buddies are an outlet for anger generated by your relationship, you need to keep them around if you want to maintain a healthy life, not to mention your sanity.
Deadly 4
Don't lose confidence
Ask any woman and she'll tell you; a guy with confidence is a turn-on. But, if you end up losing confidence in yourself, it's likely she will do the same. If a woman does not have faith in your abilities as a man, then she will begin to lose the attraction that she once had for you. So make sure to hold your head up high at all times.
Deadly 5
Don't let sex get boring
Once your sex life becomes boring and predictable, the whole relationship will become boring. Keep it fresh and keep her interested at all costs. If she is always wondering what you are going to do to her next in bed, then she has no reason to fantasize about anyone else. Try surprising her by actually following through on some of her sexual fantasies.
Deadly 6
Don't become insanely jealous
Let her know that you care, but don't become so jealous that she starts to resent you. If she had a couple of male friends before you began dating, then there is no real reason to get all worked up over it. What's acceptable in your relationship is up to both of you, so don't become too bossy or she will just use that as yet another reason to always be on your case. And if you can't accept her having male friends, then move on.
Deadly 7
Don't talk too much
When she says that she wants to know everything you're thinking, she is wrong. That might be what she thinks she wants, but I know first-hand about the twisted thoughts that rummage through your mind, so take my advice; keep your mouth shut. When she asks if you were looking at another woman, deny it, or better yet, say, "What woman?"
keep your head up
No matter what you do, maintain spontaneity and use common sense, and you should be okay. Women don't want boring guys who don't think before they act. And remember; you have to be ready to adapt these basic ideas to any given situation at a moment's notice.
If you begin to question how you should react in a certain plight, just try to figure out which one of the commandments is best suited to the situation and adapt it. If it doesn't work, don't worry; there are plenty of women out there that you can mess up with.
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
If someone is unhappy in their present situation and has a way to leave it, why don't they just take it?
Giving is such a great feeling. Especially when it's to someone dear to you. The best thing about giving, to me at least, is the reaction I get when they open the gifts. My goal in gift giving is to get you something that you really want, don't know yet, wouldn't buy it for yourself but very happy when you get it. Does that make sense???
Werid though, how you get more gifts during christmas than at your own birthday. People spend more money OVERALL to get 4-5 or more people gifts and you get more than one. Then at your birthday, you are LUCKY to even get a gift!
Just know that if you are getting a gift from me, that it is a well-thought out gift that I hope you will enjoy.
Werid though, how you get more gifts during christmas than at your own birthday. People spend more money OVERALL to get 4-5 or more people gifts and you get more than one. Then at your birthday, you are LUCKY to even get a gift!
Just know that if you are getting a gift from me, that it is a well-thought out gift that I hope you will enjoy.
Monday, July 21, 2003
Friday, July 18, 2003
Learning is a never-ending process. If we went through life rejecting that fact then we, as a society, would not be where we are today. I say this because I am still learning now and I finished college. My girl is explaining to me the basics of XML and truthfully, it went over my head. I felt like I was back in school trying to grasp such an easy concept. Did I succeed? In a way yes but there's much more to learn just about XML! *pffff
I am happy to learn new things. Especially things that will either help me in the workforce and/or in my personal life. It will definitely be on my resume, even though i just dabbled in it for a couple of hours!
I am happy to learn new things. Especially things that will either help me in the workforce and/or in my personal life. It will definitely be on my resume, even though i just dabbled in it for a couple of hours!
Thursday, July 17, 2003
Lately I've been asking myself the age old questions...what am I going to do with my life? How can I make a mark on the world? I feel that money isn't important anymore. Sometimes I wish that I can get on a plane and fly to some hurting country and lend a helping hand through anything and everything. I wish I had the nerve to give everything up and just do it. But it seems as though I'm just another cookie cut by society and am destined to bake safely in the oven and then savagely devoured by the world. I want to be the scrap pieces of dough that aren't thought of...
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Ebay, is like the world's yard sale. And the last time i bought a ten cent mirror from the dingy looking kid with the strong box on some lawn at 10:45 am on a Sunday morning, it didnt occur to me to ask, "whats the return poilicy for this sale?"
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
what is the deal with shopping for clothes on ebay? they should follow the same policies as other apparel sites. meaning, they should allow returns and refunds provided that the buyer pays for shipping and handling at all times!!!
ok, now that i know how this thing works...lol
i think Zara is nuts, but i guess crazy knows crazy...
i think Zara is nuts, but i guess crazy knows crazy...
Last night, as I was talking to Richard, he let me in on something beyond bizarre. His mom, Helen, was part of a supernatural experience, an angel spoke to her. We're not talking voices in your head! We're talking the real deal. As Helen was walking into her bedroom she saw something following her. She turned around to see the angel floating in front of her. The angel said, "do not be afraid," and proceeded to show Helen her wings. The white face, strawberry blonde haired, angel said to her that she needed to celebrate her mom's (Richard's grandmother) 80th birthday because she never had one as a little girl and this January would be her last birthday. Helen stood in awe of course and the angel said that if Helen needed more convincing she would return.
I don't doubt for one secound what Helen saw or heard. My question is why would an angel come to divulge such TOP SECRET information to Helen? Isn't the day of you death unknown to everyone? I realize the angel didn't give her a date, but why even come to visit her to let her know a round about time? Why ask her to throw her a birthday party?
I also fully realize that we as natural human beings can not understand the supernatural. So then I move on to another question. How do you know it was a Holy apparition? If I were Helen, I would wait for the angel to return to ask it, "who sent you? Who is your Lord?" Sometimes things aren't what they seem...
I don't doubt for one secound what Helen saw or heard. My question is why would an angel come to divulge such TOP SECRET information to Helen? Isn't the day of you death unknown to everyone? I realize the angel didn't give her a date, but why even come to visit her to let her know a round about time? Why ask her to throw her a birthday party?
I also fully realize that we as natural human beings can not understand the supernatural. So then I move on to another question. How do you know it was a Holy apparition? If I were Helen, I would wait for the angel to return to ask it, "who sent you? Who is your Lord?" Sometimes things aren't what they seem...
what is up with the menstrual cramps, like if our lives can't get any worse, it comes at the most inconvenient times. LIKE AT WORK!!!
relationships can be very tricky. but what hurts the most is getting back to normal life once the relationship has ended. for some, it can be very emotional. being around them is tough. everything and anything you say has to be screen so to avoid getting that person bent out of shape.
the hardest part for either person is filling up their spare time, which seems like a whole lot of hours in a day. it does get better but the wait is just too long. Is the grass always greener on the other side? Perhaps so, but you never know... the experience will vary for each person. hope your journey turns out to be the best for you.
the hardest part for either person is filling up their spare time, which seems like a whole lot of hours in a day. it does get better but the wait is just too long. Is the grass always greener on the other side? Perhaps so, but you never know... the experience will vary for each person. hope your journey turns out to be the best for you.
Monday, July 14, 2003
3 girls, 3 time zones, 3 lives, this can get pretty interesting
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